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majutsukai ([personal profile] majutsukai) wrote2010-11-03 02:00 am

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I'm starting to wonder if me studying Japanese is just a habit.

That's a pretty distressing thing to wonder about your major, right? I mean I genuinely find Linguistics classes more engaging than Japanese classes! But I don't know if that's just because Linguistics is more novel, or is it because I really do enjoy it more?

Where is that passion that I felt for the subject in high school? Walking into Mrs. Jones' classroom last winter and smelling the familiar smell of that room brought the memory of it back.

I don't think that I could stop studying the language now. But I need something to restore the novelty and fun that I used to have with it.

How do you do that?